Say you love me when you really mean it.
LOL.
she posted about the mdm he reading out the thing too.
i wonder if i need to cancel away that in the previous post. =.=
i've enough of being said as copycat already.
and it feel even worse if it was said by her.
ahhhhh!
=.=
well.
i really wonder why she emo today.
dar wanted to cheer her up
but she say he guai lan.
LOL. >.<
well.
i'm not angry.
just that i dont know what happened to her la.
wad thing so hard?
wad thing very difficult to tell?
is it u again?
ah man.
i really
hate u.
well.
i dont know if u are the one hurting her.
but at least a little.
u will involve in this thing.
i really dont understand u.
why?
just tell me why.
u hate her.
and yet.
u chose to be with her.
why?
have i done something wrong?
or..
i did something that irks u?
tell me leh..
if u dun,
i will just dont know what's wrong with me.
everybody's been asking.
am i still liking u?
i mean
as in those like la.
not those love kind. =.=
and u shud know my reply.
its a duh.
of course.
ask fei hua.
i dont know why am i feeling this way.
i'm not lesbian of course.
i go for guys.
if not i wouldnt have dar.
but.
just why?
u have ur difficulties that u cant tell?
but if u forever dont tell,
i will forever wont know.
u may say i dont understand u enough.
but no one ever will except urself.
i really hate seeing u emo/sad.
i know u hate ppl saying u emo.
i stopped.
i know u hate ppl copy u.
u said i did.
i duno where.
if i know.
will i ever make u angry just to copy until so obvious?
hais.
what's going on man.
i really dont know.
not only our relationship.
u and that girl too.
i also dont know why that girl love backstabbing so much.
why that girl love having popularity so much.
and i didnt say bitch as i dont want ppl to say i use vulgar.
well.
sometimes maybe i'm too violent/vulgar.
i cant stop it right.
if u dont like,
just tell.
i will refrain from saying in front of u.
i will really do that.
ppl might think i'm crazy.
but maybe i am.
or maybe i'm not.
i know there are still ppl who care for me.
so i didnt go and really commit suicide just bcoz of yuki.
she may not know how i feel all this while.
helen say we're not possible to be friends again.
i accepted it.
as long as i think that time heals everything.
i am willing to wait.
really.
no matter how long.
i'll wait..
i will..
i really will..
