Say you love me when you really mean it.
Fucked up.
lol. today very early reach home.
actually going somewhere de.
but not invited ma.
den go liao for wad.
extra only wad.
i really duno wtf i do sia.
everyone seemed to be ignoring me except for those.
you know who are those.
now,
i'm not sad.
i'm ANGRY.
no.
that's not the word to describe my feelings now.
the word is
FUCKED UP.
sorry for those vulgarities.
but i really cant stand it.
HEY,
IF I REALLY DONE SOMETHING WRONG OR WAD
CAN U PLEASE TELL ME
YOU THINK U DUN SAY
I WILL KNOW AR
EH
I NOT GOD OK
I ALSO GOT FEELINGS DE
DUN THINK I'M WADEVER U ARE THINKING.
i wanted to cry out loud.
but i cant.
its public.
it would be so embarrassing if i cry it out.
so i'm at home now.
i can do wadever i want.
and u guys are right.
i'm crying now.
crying and typing and breathing at the same time.
hais.
wth is going on with me.
i really dont know.
just bcoz of some ppl,
and i'm already like this.
listening to gloomy sunday everyday...
having nightmares everyday...
doing homework everyday...
I'M REALLY FUCKED UP.
wad am i suppose to do?
in order for u guys,
to be with me again?
This is the "poem" i've made today :
Having friends are like
Having someone to confide in.
But sometimes,
the relationship may get sour.
So before it became bad,
treasure it first.
Dun regret after you made the wrong decision.
er. i know it sucks. LOL =x .
but at least i wrote all my feelings in it.
maybe u guys really must treasure it before u regret?
well. i'm a living example..
i'm bored.
i'm really bored.
i'm really really bored.
i'm really really really bored.
Hais.
the shuang-ness of commiting suicide is getting higher and higher..
hmm.. nevermind.
later u guys say i emo again. =.=
well. i really am! LOL. =x
wait.
i feel like scolding something.
kb nb knnb ccb.
wth.
sorry for those.
i cant help it.
why.
why this fking friendship caused so much troubles for me?!
it dont happen in primary sch.
WHY MUST IT BE IN SECONDARY SCHOOL?!
damn. x.x
nevermind.
i will end this long post here.
bye.
this is the pic to show my feelings right now. =/
actually going somewhere de.
but not invited ma.
den go liao for wad.
extra only wad.
i really duno wtf i do sia.
everyone seemed to be ignoring me except for those.
you know who are those.
now,
i'm not sad.
i'm ANGRY.
no.
that's not the word to describe my feelings now.
the word is
FUCKED UP.
sorry for those vulgarities.
but i really cant stand it.
HEY,
IF I REALLY DONE SOMETHING WRONG OR WAD
CAN U PLEASE TELL ME
YOU THINK U DUN SAY
I WILL KNOW AR
EH
I NOT GOD OK
I ALSO GOT FEELINGS DE
DUN THINK I'M WADEVER U ARE THINKING.
i wanted to cry out loud.
but i cant.
its public.
it would be so embarrassing if i cry it out.
so i'm at home now.
i can do wadever i want.
and u guys are right.
i'm crying now.
crying and typing and breathing at the same time.
hais.
wth is going on with me.
i really dont know.
just bcoz of some ppl,
and i'm already like this.
listening to gloomy sunday everyday...
having nightmares everyday...
doing homework everyday...
I'M REALLY FUCKED UP.
wad am i suppose to do?
in order for u guys,
to be with me again?
This is the "poem" i've made today :
Having friends are like
Having someone to confide in.
But sometimes,
the relationship may get sour.
So before it became bad,
treasure it first.
Dun regret after you made the wrong decision.
er. i know it sucks. LOL =x .
but at least i wrote all my feelings in it.
maybe u guys really must treasure it before u regret?
well. i'm a living example..
i'm bored.
i'm really bored.
i'm really really bored.
i'm really really really bored.
Hais.
the shuang-ness of commiting suicide is getting higher and higher..
hmm.. nevermind.
later u guys say i emo again. =.=
well. i really am! LOL. =x
wait.
i feel like scolding something.
kb nb knnb ccb.
wth.
sorry for those.
i cant help it.
why.
why this fking friendship caused so much troubles for me?!
it dont happen in primary sch.
WHY MUST IT BE IN SECONDARY SCHOOL?!
damn. x.x
nevermind.
i will end this long post here.
bye.
this is the pic to show my feelings right now. =/
